Lady Penelope, thank you so much for the good advice!!! You have given me great inspiration to try and stay positive and that my bfp is hopefully just around the corner. Congratulations on expecting your 3rd baby, that is great news!!!! Have you stressed through your pregnancy about m/c again? I know that I will be a nervous wreck when I finally fall preg.

Issy, I can relate to you sooo much, everything you are feeling, I am feeling too. I seem to notice pregnant people everywhere I go and think to myself, why them and not me but then I also think Im so lucky I have at least one child and there are so many others out there who cant have children and would truely love just one child of their own.

I just cant wait to get a BFP and have a healthy baby in my arms again. Dh wants a baby too but he doesnt stress about it like I do. When I tell him AF has arrived he doesnt seem to mind coz to him its just another month we get to BD all the time again. I feel that once I get my bfp and healthy baby a huge weight will be lifted off my shoulders coz I dont have to go through this month after month anymore (although we would like 3 children so hopefully TTC number 3 wont be a struggle like number 2).