hey munchy

sorry to hear that lewis failed his test you poor buggers, it just doesnt seem fair does it? is he able to re-sit the test again? or is there anything else he can do to try and fix it??

i dont know wether i should be saying sorry about your sister being pregnant or congrats on being an aunty again?? i know just to well what it is like for a sister to fall pregnant whilst ttc, it is very heart breaking but in a different way iukwim, its like you are angry that its not you and you wish that it was you that the family were happy for? you know what i mean? i was happy that she was pregnant dont get me wrong, but god damn it hurt and the worst part was that the baby was not planned and they definantly didnt want to have another child, but they arent the sort of people to get rid of it or anything, her youngest child was 11 yrs old so there was no plans to have another one, but that was 3 yrs ago and she couldnt be any happier, and neither could i, i love my little nephew like theres no tomorrow, but yeah it was pretty hard to see her belly growing and all the family would do was talk about it, it was pretty hard at the time but it all good now.

i am very glad that your feeling better with in yourself, it sounds like your anti depressants are doing there job, with any luck with you feeling better it might be the confidence your body needs to help you fall pregnant? are you still on the ovulex?? do you really think there doing anything??

hows harvey going??

better get going, the tennis is on i love the australian open

take care