Thanks for your info ladies regarding AF and TTC.

I think I will resume TTC after AF but in the mean time I won't be that "careful" either.

Bun - You are so right about all subsequent pregnancies bringing fear and nervousness. This is such a shame. I remember breezing through my first pregnancy, with not a care in the world (except normal mummy-to-be worry). Now the journeys feel so different and I am sure I will not be confident with the next pregnancy until the 19wk scan. I do have to be thankful that I have one very happy and healthy daughter. I so appreciate her very much, and I thank the guy up stairs every day for her.

SP - I am sure your SIL will understand and you will get the strength to visit her soon. Maybe going to her home would be easier for you. There at least you can have a cry in private if you need to.

Today I saw my SIL baby's scan. I took it really well and it has helped my so much to talk to her about her baby. I think it helps to know that she has been through what I am now going through.

Jane - Wow 10wks without AF. Damn I thought AF would come soon and all would be good to go again, but from reading your and Bun's experience it looks like AF will be a while away.