Well I've decided for now, that I will not be actively TTC, as I can't handle going back onto Clomid at this time. My head just isn't in the right place to deal with the stress of it all or the prospect of anymore heartache. So I guess I just need more time to heal, before I can jump back on the horse (or the man!).
That doesn't mean that I won't still be stalking you guys and checking out what is happening around here!
Bun I normally O around CD 19-21 and it definitely stinks having to wait that extra week than what is normal. Good luck with the BT results BekZ I think my DH is actually dreading the BD marathon (usually only 3-4 days in the month though) but because he is 41, and works long hours he is usually buggered by the time he gets home. My Ob told me to wait till my next cycle, never thought to ask why, and it wouldn't have mattered even if he said we could start now as DH is away all next week and that is usually when I O around then so I think I probably wasn't meant to be anyway. mummyto1 big :hugs: to you for the other day, it must have been very difficult for you. Tinsel it is horrible when you see a BFN when all you want is a +ve I will cross my fingers and hope that it was just too early for the test to pick up. janeo my DH would get cranks big time if I made that much noise temping LOL it is hard enough keeping the 10 beeps from the thermometer muffled enough so it doesn't wake him. saltprincess I also believe that coming back in here after my D&C was the best decision I could have made I don't know what I would do without my online "family" I also think that your SIL will understand why you couldn't visit her, and I am sure that in your own time you will be able to visit. missbelinda77 you obviously feel that you need a TTC break, I would love to have a chart "stalker" as i've never had one before, and it will be nice to see you pop in every now and again.
Today I went to lunch with a friend, and another friend of ours happened to be at the same place, she gave birth to her DD on the day I had my D&C and I couldn't help myself but I just started to cry, not too much, but enough for her to see that I was sad, she was really nice, and I assured her that I was happy for her, but at the same time I was still sad for me.
Hi to anyone I may have forgotten (and sorry if I have) hope you are all doing OK
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it is horrible when you see a BFN when all you want is a +ve I will cross my fingers and hope that it was just too early for the test to pick up.
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