Well I've decided for now, that I will not be actively TTC, as I can't handle going back onto Clomid at this time. My head just isn't in the right place to deal with the stress of it all or the prospect of anymore heartache. So I guess I just need more time to heal, before I can jump back on the horse (or the man!).

That doesn't mean that I won't still be stalking you guys and checking out what is happening around here!