Hey girls! I haven't posted in here a while but checking in everyone it seems we are well on our way.
Kiwigirl- CONGRATS I am so happy for you! Things are really looking up
Congrats to Lee on the marriage thing Its so awesome

I hope good news is soon to come around here.

I am doing ok, I am able to ttc right away if I want but I think I might wait until July/Aug. and would love to conceive right around Aug. Sept. Well anytime of course but besides that I am soooooooooooo freakin scared. I am scared to ttc for fear of it taking long and I am afraid of finding out I am pregnant and most of all I am scared of the thought of going to my first doctor's appointment! I am so scared that when I think about it I get a lump in my throat and my chest feels tight. Does anyone relate and what do you do to feel better???? Please help its such an awful feeling. thanks all and i hope everyone continues to do well.

Diane