Bun thanks, I will definitely keep everyone posted. I have to say I haven't noticed people using angel emoticons for live family members. I wish it could be like that for all of us.
zionsmom your fears are completely normal, I know I am going to feel the same way when I go for my 1st Ob appt and he reaches for the u/s machine, but at the moment I am just focussing on getting to that point 1st since I seem to getting pg easy enough but they just aren't sticking.
saltprincess I hope that I don't need to see my ob/gyn for any other reason than being pg too, but just don't feel very positive at the moment. I am so sorry that you got a BFN this morning, I know EXACTLY how you feel, you got your hopes up just slightly, but seeing only 1 line this morning would have been like a big kick in the guts huge :hugs:. What was your temp this morning?
Lee I have my for you, hope the TWW flies by. Oh, and I usually get sore nipples/bbs a few days after O'ing.
megsmum it is hard to be patient when it is for something that you want so badly, and that you did have, briefly, only to have it taken away, it is cruel and it is something we shouldn't have to go through, I hope that you manage to get pg very soon so that you can share your experience with your friends.
cherie26 :hugs: to you hun, it is difficult coping when you want something so badly, if you feel like you need to have a break from TTC then take one. As for checking the cervix, I do it every day, at the same time, usually around 3pm and once you get the hang of it, it isn't very difficult at all, I find it easier if I squat, then I just insert 2 fingers, it shouldn't take you to long to figure out the different positions.

hi to anyone I have forgotten (sorry) and good luck to all those waiting to O or in the TWW.

I am really feeling like I am just not supposed to have any more children, if the ob/gyn tells me that to fix my problem is just a matter of taking a couple of pills then that is ok, but I know that my DH doesn't want to spend too much time (and testing) to get there, because the way he sees it, we do have 2 healthy boys, but to me that is like giving child a chocolate, letting them have a taste then taking it away and saying they can never have chocolate again iykwim

Well i'm tired so for me. Nighty night.