Megsmum Glad to hear that your IUI went well hope you get your BFP positive this month. Lucky you $400 worth of summer clothes that must have been a great day of shopping but think you deserve it.
Kirstylove Glad to hear you and Chyan are doing great you give me hope that it is possible.
Missbec I am sorry for your loss but glad you found this wonderful thread. As the days go by it does get easier, some days are better then others. I hope you have a healthy sticky jelly bean soon.
Easha I am so sorry darling. AF showed up for me today to and I was devastated the last two days my BB had been hurting and AF was three days late so I thought there maybe a possibility. I feel so depressed, I was really hoping for a BFP.
Jen for you this month. I am you get your BFP. Not long left now of your TWW.
Mollycat Glad that AF has left the building for you and hopefully for another 9 months. Sounds like this could be your month with your lunar being in-sync with your cycle. that you get a BFP.
Rach Hope you are feeling better sweetie. I'm sorry you have had to go through this. We all understand how hard it is. I hope your stay here isn't long and you get your little miracle.
AFM AF showed up today 3 days late! If she is going to show up she could at least be on time. So I am a little bit depressed today and cant fight the tears. DH is at work so feeling lost and lonely. I start my 1st cycle of clomid so hoping that might help with my long cycles. I'm that this is the month please ohh please.
Tam83....... Watch that Clomid hun...... what level are you on..... By night 3 i was holusinating (yeah I know I ve probably spelt it wrong... but I have teach 1, 2 and 3 who can correct it) anyway I was having all sorts of weird things going on that night..... but it did its job and thank God you only have to have them for 5 days. As for AF....... well what can I say... she is just spoiling everything this month.... I think its time she got a bit of a B1tch slap. :yeahthat: . Turned up for me last week..... and since then has spoiled everything for everyone....
Esha.... same again.... there is nothing to do and nothing to say.... it sucks beyond words...... you would think we would get used it it but each time she turns up its a hope and a dream that dies again. Then 25 to 28 days later she does it to us again..... The only thing that keeps us going is that each month for one of us she doesnt turn back up..... so by "doing the numbers" it has to be that your month will come soon...... has to be.
Rachel..... There is not a person in here that hasnt stood there congratulating someone while their heart was breaking...... wishing it was them..... every time I see a Pregnant lady its like i want to question her... to make sure she deserves it. Yet every time someone i m close to finds out she is Pregnant I am soooooo thrilled for her..... Like with BB and Krystie.... on this thread.....I cant wait until I catch up with them again.... they will be SOOOO fat by then very very Pregnant but I am so looking forward to it..... Less than a month and Aunty Angel is on her way....... It doesnt change the fact that I wish it were me but it also doesnt change the fact that I m thrilled for them. Now to a lot of people that would make no sense at all...... but to people on here it will make perfect sense. It doesnt make me a mean person..... I dont wish it was me instead of them.... it doesnt change who I am.... It just makes me who I am which is understandable considering the shoes I wear.
Mel...... Please dont be to hard on yourself.... the more you chat to the ladies in here the more you will see that everyone here knows and understands... its a bit strange at first... but you will realise that what you are thinking and feeling is pretty much exactly what we either have already felt or still do feel.
Milla and MissBec..... We have had far to many new ladies on this post this week....... I hope your stay is getting just a tad easier....
Well thats enough from me for now...... always careful about how much I post incase i lose it.......
Hi ladies - zen-ness was tested a bit more today... after no spotting at all yesterday, arrived at work this morning, went to the loo and there was more spotting than there had been. Totally FREAKED of course - saw a dr at lunch. Got referrals for quantitative hcg's from the dr (not my normal one) as well as an extra scan referral to use later on - you can never have too many security blankets! Spotting had eased by then anyway... went back to work and tried unsuccessfully to concentrate whilst running to the loo to tp check every 15 mins.
This dr had also never heard of progesterone support during early pregnancy - hmmmm...
Anyway - long story short got results at 6pm - reassuring (hcg now 463 up from 103 on friday, doubling time 33.2 hours). Back for bt on Wed to check they are still rising
And .... my normal GP (Dr Amazing) lived up to her name. She called me tonight at 7.45pm because she had just seen my test results - she said she just had to give me a call to congratulate me! I was so teary - it was just so nice of her. She rocks.
Sorry ladies for the selfish post - will be back tomorrow night for persies - great big and lots of love and for you all...
chappas--8 days late! Did you only POAS at 2 days late? Maybe you should give it another go? Here's some vibes for you!
21--Have to agree with Angel.... most of the BFP's that come from this thread weren't "easy" ones.... some of the girls tried for well over 2 years before getting their BFP, and some of the others have been trying for over 4 years--still waiting for their BFP's! You have to kinda watch the things that are said, so as not to offend anyone that's had it worse than you.... I'm sure it wasn't intentional, I just wanted to let you know that it could be offensive to some. Hope AF stays away on Wed!
hannah--A healthy, loving environment is definitely the type of environment you want when TTC! Good for you!
missbec-- I'm so sorry for the reasons you're here, but grateful to have this opportunity to get to know you! The encouragement and support received from the girls is this thread is amazing! I'm so happy for you that you have family and friends to help validate your feelings--that alone is huge! I your journey here with us is short and sweet, and you're blessed with your forever baby soon!
larz--Congrats on a great u/s! Sorry to hear bubs wasn't being very cooperative! In the womb, and already pushing your buttons! Have fun telling family and friends!
megsmum--It's official.... we're cycle buds again! Welcome to the TWW! Glad to hear your IUI went well! Will keep the going for your BFP!!
Krystie--I thought for sure I must be seeing things! It's YOU! I knew I missed you, but it wasn't until I saw you're beautiful avi that it really hit me how much I've missed you! Have you noticed how advanced little Chyan is? Check her out.... she has already learned how to flip people off! (it said not to tell, but I felt you should know that she's learning some terrible habits in that belly of yours!) Oh, yes, would love the book if you're willing to send it to me! Love you lots, Krystie! So glad to finally hear from you.... hope the m/s eases soon! *kiss*
Angel--Stalk away! Maybe it will bring me good luck! I like the new saying in your sig, "Sometimes we need to change the paths we walk". Will always for your miracle, Angel!
p.s. The teach in me just can't help it.... it's hallucinations! Yeah, I know, bite you....Love ya lots! *kiss*
Jen Jen... you got it.... here it goes..... ready... its coming..............Bite......... Me... now if you push those a little closer together Bite....Me ooooops a little closer bite me.... ohhh see there you go... when you push those 2 words together it says BITE ME.... fancy that...ROFL
Easha--Aww, honey, I'm so sorry I wish I had something exceptional to say to help you feel less pain and disappointment. Know that this is filled with love and support... wish I could give it to you in person!
Mel-- I'm glad you found your way to our little thread, although for obvious reasons, I wish we weren't all here! You're definitely NOT alone with your feelings! I that we're able to offer you all the comfort and support you need throughout your journey.... And, hey, you're not jealous and bitter, you're heartbroken... it's normal and natural for you to feel that way! I hope your journey with us is short and sweet, and you're blessed with a quick, sticky BFP!!
mollycat--Yay! I caught some Thanks! How's that Java coming along? No luck yet? Did you sign up for a new account?
Hello's and to chappas (sorry about the BFN!), Milla, fifi, & Tam
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Will be back again later for the rest of the persies that I still haven't been able to finish! I'm working on it, though! Just don't want anyone to think I forgot them!
hope you get your BFP positive this month. Lucky you $400 worth of summer clothes that must have been a great day of shopping but think you deserve it.
you give me hope that it is possible.
I am sorry for your loss but glad you found this wonderful thread. As the days go by it does get easier, some days are better then others. I hope you have a healthy sticky jelly bean soon.
for you this month. I am
you get your BFP. Not long left now of your TWW.
very very Pregnant but I am so looking forward to it..... Less than a month and Aunty Angel is on her way....... It doesnt change the fact that I wish it were me but it also doesnt change the fact that I m thrilled for them. Now to a lot of people that would make no sense at all...... but to people on here it will make perfect sense. It doesnt make me a mean person..... I dont wish it was me instead of them.... it doesnt change who I am.... It just makes me who I am which is understandable considering the shoes I wear.
and lots of love and 
for you all...
Sorry to hear bubs wasn't being very cooperative! In the womb, and already pushing your buttons! 
Have fun telling family and friends!
I knew I missed you, but it wasn't until I saw you're beautiful avi that it really hit me how much I've missed you! 
Yeah, I know, bite you....Love ya lots! *kiss*
for everyone! Thinking of you all! 
I wish I had something exceptional to say to help you feel less pain and disappointment. Know that this 
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