Hi everyone, sorry not much time for personals or I'll be late for work.

Kiwigirl - when TTCing takes a while (remember I'm 41and I've been doing it since I was 28 with only a 3 year break in between partners) you tend to go through cycles. For a while you desperately want to be pregnant, then you aren't so sure, you can even have times where you decide you don't want it at all, then it changes to one of the other options. I totally understand the due date thing. My first due date for this year is November 19 and it is approaching. Due to my age I probably already would have already had that baby had things worked out. It was starting to play on my mind constantly when I got my BFP and now I have switched to wondering if I will still be pregnant when that date comes around. Of course I still have 14th April 2008 to deal with yet and I'm praying I don't have to add another date to that yet. I hope your date passes without too much drama, there of course will be a lot of sadness but you will get through it.

Starrysky - good luck with the test. I'll have to check back in later.

The pain continued throughout yesterday and then I had some on the left side. I also had some fluttery type feeling across my lower abdo last night so I guess that means somethings happening in there. It was very exciting as I haven't had any of this happen with my previous pregnancies. I tested again this morning and a nice dark line came up immediately - never ever had that happen before either - the lines usually take between 3 & 5 minutes to come up. Starting to feel a little more confident. Postponed the doctor appointment til tonight as went out to dinner instead. Probably get BT done on Friday so hoping for much higher numbers than last time.