Where Is Hope - I just wanted to say that it is very normal to get paranoid and obsessive about TTCing and why MCs happen - so don't feel you are going bonkers. When I was temping I would sometimes have dreams about taking my temp that were so vivid that when I really did wake up I had trouble working out if I had already taken my temp. I also take a lots of supplements from my naturopath and I went through a stage when I would wake up suddenly in the night thinking I had forgotten to take something - and DH would have to reassure me I had (this drove him insane!). So as you can see - it gets into our sub-conscious because we so badly want answers and want solutions.

Take your time and be kind to yourself. I think we all could spend our lives trying to work out what happened with our Mcs - I know I have gone over dates trying to work out what I was doing - did I do something wrong etc etc, but I know in my rational moments that Nathaniel just wasn't meant to be with me for a long time.

As for AF - I only had it twice after my MC and D&C in Dec - but the first time it was 2-3 days and the 2nd time only about 3 days - and it was always 5 exactly. I think it is just your body repairing itself.

Big hugs to everyone on the TWW - I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.