Hi everyone

Jen - Thanks for the explanation on DSD, lol. I have two DSS (hopefully that's the correct abreviation for step-sons hehe). They are 8 and 11 at the moment and they are both wonderful. I always gotten along really well with them and since DH and I got married about 2 months ago they have started to call me "mum". I never dreamed that they would make the choice to start calling me that! It's pretty special

Canary - Thank you for the welcome and good luck with your test!

AJC - Good luck if you are testing tomorrow!

Where there's hope - I was trying to place blame on myself for a while too, but I've decided to trust my obstetrician who has assured me that there is nothing I could have done any differently. I'm sure it's the case for you too sweetie.

Acria - I knew exactly what you meant I'm just thankful that there is a place where we can all come where everyone understands each others situation and can sympathise. It really helps knowing that there are people out there that care and can hold you hand (even virtually over the internet, lol) through tough times and help you see the sunshine after the rain.
Oh, and how was Christine Anu and Deni Hines?