Hi Jen. Here's a big straight back at ya. From all the posts I've been reading on this forum you surely are one of the rocks. You are always so positive and optomistic. I've noticed that the girls turn to you in need. You're a real treasure for this forum.

My first BIG crying session on this forum was for Ruthie. I really hope she's ok. Ruthie I'm so sorry for your loss.

I know that everyone is different, but i would like to know how long I will continue to mourn for my angel. It's been 3 months since I lost her and I can still cry at a drop of hat for her. Does it get better once I'm pregnant again or once I've got a baby in my arms or do I mourn for her for the rest of my life?

plc - Congratulations on your little girl and thank you for being here for me. Your post was very comforting. However understanding everyone is on this forum, i'm still glad you girls will never EVER see my ugly cry. hahaha. Can you answer my mourning question? Has being pregnant helped let go of your angels?