Anneebee - Please excuse Jen. Apparently she didn't realise that not only is the window open to our thread, but the door is wide open too! Feel free to come in the door rather than trying to climb through the window But you are totally right; Jen is our rock, and Angel is our God-send with her words. Well, they definitely were for me anyway. Then you have the rest of our gorgeous crew who act as the perfect backup. While I'm terribly sorry for the events that have led you to search for us, I am so very glad that you found us.

To answer your question about grieving time and if it gets better once you are pregnant again...? I think the grieving process is different for everyone. I am now lucky enough to have a baby growing in my belly, and yet a couple of days ago I still found myself weeping quietly for my angel baby. It doesn't mean I love this little bundle any less, but I still love the baby that I'll never get to hold in my arms, only in my heart. Lucky my heart is nice and big and there is plenty of room for both my angel baby, my little chyan, and for all the lovely girls in here

Good luck on your journey sweetie!


Oh and Jen, you had me cracking up with your "that's hot" comment!!! I had to tell DH why I was laughing!

PS. Telling my parents today! We were planning on waiting until after next friday's scan, but I don't think I can hide the morning sickness. They would have gotten suspicious when I don't go to work tomorrow too, lol. DH's family are getting told second as punishment for trying to spoil the surprise and being so suspicious already Also, it's the first grandchild for my family, and the 6th for DH's, so it's only fair that my family get the "surprise" first