Larz: Thank you hun. I will be praying that your bean is perfectly fine. See when we have had scares and losses it will always be within us to worry when we are preggo. believe me I will always worry about it... fertility meds and all.... I know your baby will be beautifully healthy , alive and developing ever so wonderfully inside you. You will have your baby in your arms full term and healthy. You'll see. I am praying for that. I don;t wish this on anyone it's too heartbreaking and overwhelming.
My heart goes out to you and know that I'm praying for you and your jelly bean darling.
Good luck and always wishing you the very best.... a H&H pregnancy & baby! ♥

WTH: Thank you sweet friend. Among all this I always have hope.. This doctor seems to know what he is doing and he even e-mailed me. When do docs do that???...
He said he needs to do blood work just to confirm that it is my insulin resistance in the end of Oct and I have a good idea of what he is going to do.. since I respond so well to Clomid I bet he is putting me on that again.. yet this time it will be different as he is going to put me on progesterone suppositories since before ovulation adn after.... abut after a BFP.. he might leave me on Metformin to control my insulin resistance... ( due to PCOS)
so that gives me hope it will work why??..cuz those things I had with Erick (my son) and he is here.. with all three of my lost pregnancies no specialist saw me really just reg OB/GYNS and nothing was given to me to prevent m/c.. so I know all those factors are very likely to also have happened on my other two miscarriages.

This doctor seems to care and that is a relief to me. I'm still crying every day and was very depressed yesterday.. but like every storm no matter how much damage it always has an end and people manage to rebuild and recover.. even though the memories scar your heart forever. That's what's happening now.

I know this letter will give me closure. I know that moving this weekend will distract me and redecorating our new place too ..so am looking forward to that.
Thank you so much for caring.


For all my other friends here leaving loads of ***baby dust** sticky vibes*****

Ruthie