Milla..... Dont ever feel like a fool.... What your going through at the moment, unfortunately, is completely normal. Your emotions are no less important than anyone elses and what you feel right now you need to allow yourself to feel. Be truley honest with your emotions... scream... cry... yell... tell the world its now fair. Please Please dont try and put what your feeling away because you think someone else had it harder.... Be truley honest with your own feelings..... and let them be..... Time is the healer... but time will take much longer if your hiding.

As you can see by the response by the ladies in here... you can say what you need to say in here.... we have all been there.... we have all felt what you feel right now..... your second little Angel was only in August and then another one in May...... Dont try and "get on top of it" or "pull yourself together" as a lot of people will say or think. Step through each day.... breath.... and then take another step...

It really is One Day At A Time hun.... and we are all here to take the steps with you.