hi lovely ladies,

Jen - sending you lots of hope next month brings you a

Angelbabies - I love that poem, I hope you don't mind I would really like to send it a girlfriend of mine who lost her bub at 23 weeks in July. I understand how you felt and feel, I find it hard to chat to some of the pregnant ladies at work about their pregnancies as they dont know that I had m/c, I still try and keep a smile on my face while hiding the pain and sorrow inside, when they walk away and I go back to my desk I try not to shed a tear, its hard but I keep telling myself my time will come, be patient, God will send me a healthy baby eventually.

TAM - don't work too hard!! once the witch has come and gone its a new cycle with lots of promise especially taking the clomid am you get your sticky bean this month!

Easha - don't give up hope, my DH and I only did it twice and we fell when I was pregnant for the first time, it only takes one

Milla - I have gone to a therapist in the past (not for my m/c though) and she was great, however for my m/c I didn't see anyone I found this site enough and going to church and praying to God helped me.

Joey - ooooh how wonderful to hear the baby's heartbeat, thats fantastic news!! rest up and the next few months will fly by!! look forward to getting fat!!

Jenushka - great news on the HCG results and look forward to seeing your new ticker!!

AFM:I'm home alone, as DH has had to work overtime since this week's market falls to make sure his clients don't go into margin call, anyway I'm really ****ed that he's had to work today too, all day!! I know its his job but feels like I haven't seen him properly in days! Not that we could DTD anyway because I'm still spotting and I think this will be a really long cycle. I've joined Fertility Friends and I've bought an OPK kit which I used for the first time on Thurs night and it was negative, my temps have started to stabilise and are low at the moment, I've also been using Maybe Baby (i don't use it religiously because it doesn't always work, but haven't got much else to go by, with temps being everywhere and no CM because of the spotting....oh poor me!! sorry to dump this on you ladies but I thought my cycle had regulated itself after August natural m/c but doesn't look like it! Can't wait to see the gyno/ob on the 28th, boy will I have heaps of questions for him! But looks like this cycle may not be the one!! damn anyway have a fantastic day ladies

to everyone I've missed lots of to you all!!!