tutmae - hoping that shadow turns in to a deep dark BFP :goodluck2:

tinak - sorry about af. that this month will be yours.

smilinatu - yes my breasts do usually get a little more sensitive, a little fuller too. This month they have been super sensitive as I'm on clomid, have been quite veiny too.

pbstar - Ditto to what the other ladies have said. Your pregnancy was something created with your love for each other - the same love that WILL one day bring a healthy bouncing bubba into the world for you to hold in your arms. Acknowledge your thoughts and feelings, none of them are selfish or stupid. Keep popping your folate & vitamins, don't lose sight of the big picture because you WILL get there.