TTC after Miscarriage or Loss ~ February 08 #2

[Katiegirl]

Hi all 0- once again thank you for your lovely messages of support.

I am driving myself insane! I have just gotten back from the GP - and the test is definitely positive. She did warn me though that mcs are common - so of course I am now freaking out. I also had my blood taken but won't get the results until Tuesday. She told me that if i feel I need some peace of mind, to do another preg test with FMU tomorrow - if it as dark as yesterday's than I can relax. So I went directly and bought 2 tests! No stopping me. I am just one big ball of overwrought anxiety. I need to relax - breathe in, breathe out.

Magda - fingers crossed that March is your month. I have 3 nieces and nephews with Dec birthdays - I think you are correct - all it takes is ensuring their birthday is kept seperate to the other days.

I hope we get some more BFPs to join me, Starrysky and Nickster - I need someone to be neurotic with me.

[Brockstar]

I hope we get some more BFPs to join me, Starrysky and Nickster - I need someone to be neurotic with me.

I'll tentatively join you. Got a this afternoon and now I am making myself sick with worry.

What if I get my hopes up again and have them dashed again? I don't know if I am strong enough to deal with that again just yet.

OH suggested 'putting out of my mind for a week' - yeah right!!! - and testing again next Friday. Which I will do - the testing, not the putting it out of my mind bit.

So, here I am, head-cased and excited and nervous and worried and sad and happy and confused and petrified....

[bettyboop]

wow brockstar great news

[Katiegirl]

Hi Brockster -that is wonderful news. We can worry and obsess together. I hope all goes well this week and you get a lovely BFP next week.

My ob called to say that all but 1 of my tests have come back and they are all negative -so that is one less thing to worry about.

I am going to have a mantra for the baby - simple and short - 'You are coming home with me'. I can imagine myself saying that a million times over the coming weeks.

[Brockstar]

Thanks ladies.

I guess a big worry I have now is people saying 'oh gee, that didn't take long'.

When really, it's no one's business but ours as to how long we waited or how long it took to fall again. For me, this is a POSITIVE thing. I've had too much negativity in my life recently, so something positive is a GOOD thing. It doesn't mean that I am hurting any less from my m/c, it just means that we are healthily moving forward and not dwelling on what could've or should've been...

And I know that you all wouldn't say that, because we are all in the same boat and you all know the emotions that run.

[AJC]

Congrats Brockstar