In fact I saw my ob again today and I told her I think I am about to ovulate, she said "go for it"! So we have the all clear to start TTC again which is nice. But with this comes the worry and doubt as to whether we will be able to conceive again. It took 3 years to get our miracle pg - I can't wait another 3 years at this stage of my life. My ob did suggest we consider donor eggs and I do have a friend who is younger than me who may do it, but I haven't spoken to her about it yet. And while DH agreed to the idea last year, and then we fell pg, I haven't raised it with him since so I need to have that conversation first. Anyway, more things to think about and keep me awake. I've been awake for almost 2 hours now and it's 4am. After lying in bed for an hour with my mind churning I decided to get up and jump on-line. Might as well put my time to good use!
I'm also off to work for a few hours later today. Have a meeting with my boss at 9am. My goal is to get through the morning without ending up in tears in front of everyone. Will see how I go. And then AP in the afternoon which should make me nice and relaxed!
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