Hi all,

Dee, so sorry to hear that. How disappointing for you. Hoping for you anyway, if not this time then very soon.

Blessedatlast, hi, lovely to 'meet' you. Six months is a big milestone. What a big time for you - deciding to TTC, starting a new job, and your angels' 6 month anniversary. Hope things happen a lot faster for you this time.

AFM, feeling down. Always seem to be lately. I've been sadder and sadder going to my daughter's day care to drop her off and pick her up on thursdays, as no one has ever mentioned Luca except for the centre manager who I asked to let people know. So today I showed a couple of the carers my photos of Luca. One said 'don't worry, you can have another one' and the other was a little more sensitive but seemed to be wondering why I was showing her. I just need a bit of special attention! I'm going back to work in August and I would have been settling Luca into day care around now. But he's not here.

Today I went to visit a mum who lost her first daughter a couple of years ago - she lives in the next street. She told me that another lady across the road just lost her first. I couldn't believe it - three of us. We must live a maximum of 10 houses from each other - I can practically see their houses from my front yard.

Baby dust and gentle days to all.

xx Bec.