TM - I understand completely what you mean. I never for a moment imagined I would be somone who would fall into the 'high risk' pregnancy category, and I still find it hard to believe sometimes that it has happened. After the MC, I had so many tests done and was given so many supplements, that I started to imagine that I was going to have problems conceiving. That was so upsetting to me. It is very difficult to have to see yourself in a different light, but you need to take comfort from the fact that through all of this you remain a very strong, positive and supportive person. Big hug to you and I hope that you start to feel a bit better over the coming weeks.