Hello my dears

Our solicitor confirmed the contract exchange on our apartment and now we have a settlement date - 17 Nov. We get the keys to our new home on 20 Oct. But do you think little Lan can be satisfied? No! I've gone quite feral. Over the past few weeks I've felt a horrible, raging anger for no apparent reason. Poor DH gets the brunt of it because he's closest but it's not him. It's just crazy me. I'm even angry at Hamish for leaving me. How evil am I? Today I sat down next to a pregnant girl at a shopping centre then burst out crying. Crazy crazy. I've booked myself in to see my homoeopath next week.

Enough of my selfishness...

Laney, your apprehension is more than understandable but you cannot change fate with fear so please have a little celebration at your BFP and hopefully it'll turn into a bigger celebration every week you pass.

Jo, my heart ached for you when I read about you searching for matching urns for Jack and Madison. It is so so wrong that you have to do this. I hope you find the right ones eventually. As for your MIL, she'd better behave herself else I may very well unleash my rage on her! How dare she upset you.

Rozzie, that headache sounds so unforgiving. I don't know what an enlarged thyroid means but my mum had thyroid problems and has had us three kids after a series of early miscarriages. It must be reassuring to hear your little one's heartbeat everyday. And a kick! That's SO exciting!!!

Tildy, it's a tough few weeks coming up for you with all those scary dates, isn't it? I can only offer my unending support and complete understanding. You've got a Doppler too! Makes me so excited hearing you guys talk about those beautiful heartbeats.

Sue and Cindee - not long until you get to 12wks. Can't wait to hear about your scans. Sue - does this feel real yet?

Helen - yay on the GP confirmation. I want to see a ticker! Let's hope that you're lucky like Katie and don't get M/S this time. That's what I'm hoping for myself since I puked my way from 4wks to 20wks with Hamish.

Katie, what was the verdict for your mum today? Does it feel any different now that your baby is engaged? So this means you could go into labour any time now? OMG I am excited for you. I actually want to squeal!

Paula did you say that you were going to see a naturopath or are seeing one? How's it going? Only two months till Dec!

Hey Lanie, hope you're tracking along OK.

Have a lovely weekend everyone.

xoxoxox