Spring I have everything crossed for you that that second line just keeps on getting darker for you & of course we will be here to support you whichever way it goes. Thanx for asking after me, I too feel like more of a lurker than a poster atm but am always here keeping an eye on you all.
Jo you have every right to be here & I can't believe how strong you must be being coping with all your losses by yourself. We are here no matter what & will help you in anyway we can. I think we all hit the go back button from time to time instead of the reply one ~ I am certainly guilty of that of late (especially since we got our test results back).
Huge hi's to everyone else hope you are all well.
Ok so I am finally feeling like I can cope with letting out how our tests went & what they found without falling in a heap.
We had our OB appt earlier this month & she was fantastic, started going through the Pathology slips, most she was going "negative" too & one she said "negative" & then changed it to "we'll come back to that one", well my DH wasn't having any of that & asked her what it meant. She explained that the test was for "antiphospholipid antibodies" & that the first time I was tested for it they just wrote negative but this time I actually had levels of 12 & 9 written on the sheet. She said that often low levels like this can be responsible for recurrent miscarriages but she will ring the specialist we saw at The Royal Womens in Melbourne last year to see what he thinks, but she thinks it may be significant for us. DH then asked what it meant in regards to having another baby & she said it is one of the best ones to have as it is really easily treated ~ low dose aspirin daily & daily clexane injections. So out of all the bad there may be some good. But I am having a little trouble dealing with it all to be honest. Part of me is glad that they have found something treatable but another part of me is so disappointed that there may have been something that simple to do that may have saved my angel (I know that there was nothing that could be done to save Thomas as not even a daily needle would have prevented him from tying the knot in his cord).
Anyway I have to go into hospital on Monday Jan 22nd for a hysteroscopy just to make sure all is okay internally & then we go back to her for our results on Feb 12th & hopefully then we'll know whether we are able to join the TTC game or not.
Anyway thanx for letting me ramble & big hugs to all.
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