anthony's mum- i got a little teary hearing i give you hope- becuase for months i was lapping up all the hope form the other preg girls- and omigod- i am now one of them!! Emotional as it is- i have been told it is worth the wait.. i will let u know. I wish you all the best in the coming days and weeks so you can get right into ttcing soon!!! The guilt is the worst of all the feelings- i felt like i let all my babies down because my stupid body kept messing things up- good luck with the testing- i discovered i have anticardiolipin antibodies- it is a clotting thing- i was also checked for lupos- came back clear- and i have also been told i had cmv (cant spell the real name- but its a virus linked to cold sores and a bit like glandular fever- makes you very tired and can cause some probs with bubs) but i am now apparently immune to it... i pray you get the answers you need to make this a gentle journey for you and your dh

There are a few new faces in here- i think its a lucky little thread- we have had quite a few bfp's pop out in the last few weeks!! Goodluck ladies!!!

Judy i am sad to hear that you are having a breather- however do what you need to do- like mel said- i hope NOT trying brings you some luck... i have finally yahoo'd you- please stay in touch xoxox

Naomi... love the ticker!! I will try the standing onm our heads thing- i will admit to doing the arse up after sex to get here!! LOL i would hang upside down to help those swimmers find their way- seemed to have worked... And dh thought i looked silly with my legs flinging in the air!!

hj1981- have you had any news yet?

Tm- please pass on any advice about preventing m/c- being only 5 weeks- i am still in the first danger zone and would really appriciate any tips!!! i am at a cross roads at the moment regarding taking my aspirin yet or not- i have had a few different opinions- and i am scared either way i will make the wrong choice- take it and i shouldnt have- dont take it and find out i should have... i am seeing a specialist on monday so i figure it cant hurt too much to wait until then and see what he says.

I had a energy meditation thing today- im not sure what to really call it- but it was great and really lifting- a lady took me through a meditation thing and cleared alot of my neg energies and guilt and hang ups i have been carrying regarding my losses- i am not saying it was a miracluous cure- there were tears from me and the lady doing it- and it is something you should only do when you are open and ready to do- but if you are into that sort of thing i highly recomend you seek a energy healer- i can not express the difference i feel in myslef and in my heart. It is something i recomend to anyone who is carrying guilt or even just lingering saddness that you feel may be haltering your ttc attitude. i will stop preaching now- but seriously, if you are open to it- give it a go!!

Good night ladies and welcome to the best support group in the whole world!!! I wish you all the best of luck for your futures!!!

Love StarBright
xoxoxox