Well after my breakdown I think I am ready to post. Sorry this could be a bit disjointed................

I got the phone call from the clinic and was told that AF is at least a week or two away. I said WTF (well not in those words, I was polite). I told the nurse that I had taken Provera last week and that my FS told me I should have a period within a week. Now you are telling me it is a week or two away - I don't get it. She said that Provera works for some people and not others. Ha of course it didn't work for me...........nothing ever does!!!!!!!!! She said based on my levels that is what it is showing. I said what levels. She said Progesterone. Well we all know what high progesterone means????????????????????? Ovulation!!!! I said are you telling me that I ovulated this month? And she said yes. AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I said how is that possible. I had a scan and was told I had 2 really good follies, a week later I'm told there is nothing there and then 4 days later (last Tuesday) my FS did a scan and confirmed that there were no follies and that I won't ovulate this month. WTF is going on!! I said that I wanted to speak directly with my FS but he wasn't in and I can't get an appointment with him next week so they are going to get him to call me next Tuesday. I said to the lady, what does the ovulation mean. I mean what if we happened to DTD around ovulation time. She said that they checked my bloods for pg and I'm not. I said could I have got pg from this ovulation with it being so late. She said that it probably wouldn't have been a good egg to fall pg on. I just don't know what is going on anymore. I feel like I have lost all faith in what they are telling me and doing. Does any of this sound right. The thing that annoys me is that different nurses call with the info and I can never speak to my FS. It would be so much easier if I spoke to him.

Well one thing is for sure - this month is not for me and neither is having a baby in 2007 Stupid golden pig!