Ok I have been doing some thinking and I think I need to write it out and see how i feel..............and perhaps get some opinions from you guys.

I am not a quitter and I'm not one to usually give up, but lately I have been feeling that there are just too many hurdles. I have been thinking that I might give the TTC away for a while so I can just grieve. I feel like I am on this roller-coaster ride with all the ups and downs and it is making me so sick. I know I have a fertility problem and that it is going to take time, but with everything else happening around me I just don't know if this is the time and if I have enough energy at the moment to continue on the TTC journey. I think that maybe I am making the TTC journey harder because I am so stressed and upset all the time and so I am in a vicious cycle. Maybe I need some help with my grieving and get an understand of it before I can start to be positive about TTC. Maybe it is because I have had so many hurdles that I think I can't do it anymore. I don't know. I desperately want another baby but is now the right time given everything that is going on at the moment?????????????

It's just a thought...............I thought I would put my feelings out there.