Well I had a good day today.. Isaac and jacob were so much happier. which in turn made me happier.

Trish: how did Noah go today??

Rory and Alicia.. Great pics

Lauren: Wait till he does it when you are lining up with your groceries. they can't get you out fast enough

I had a slightly stressful afternoon here. Ethan has just started riding to and from school without me. I walk some of the way but get him to go on ahead without me ( he rides with 3 other kids. a Boy 9 and girls 10 and 12) anyways he got to school fine BUT this afternoon..

Simon and I waited at the park with camera in hand to take pics of our big boy riding home alone.. Only to be still waiting at 3:20.. I started t get worried so Simon jumped in the car and went to see where they were. you can see most of thr path from the road.. Anyways. he comes bac still no Ethan. So he goes to the school then home then to his mates place then back to me.. by now I just want to be sick. I am feeling so guilty for giving Ethan this freedom and thinking something had happened to my baby. I am standing there waiting.. Other kids go by from schools further away yet still no Ethan or the other 3.. Finally..... at 3:45 I see Ethan coming.. it was a long story as to why they were late but I was so scared. I swear between the door last night and Ethan being late today my nerves cant take it..

tomorrow I am walking half way to meet them.. It isn't very far from the park to the school but still..