Hi guys, I'm having a few difficult days with Coby, he's got a cold, just came on yesterday but must have been brewing for a few days prior to that as he's been in a horrible mood and wouldn't sleep no matter what I did. Anyway, I've got some medication for him now so hopefully that will ease it all a bit for him.

I have been having heaps of problems with my cycle, I've been bleeding now for approximately 45 days, I know, its terrible! Anyway, went to gyno today and he was keen to give me a hysterectomy!! Because I have had heaps of problems and had to go through IVF to conceive Coby, so I guess he figured that it was time to get rid of it all and be done with it. But I told him that I wasn't really ready to commit to not having any more children, so we've put it off (the hysterectomy) and I've got to go under and have a hysteroscopy (scan of uterus etc) and a curette, PLUS, he wants to give me an IUD - Im really not keen on this because I am hoping upon all hope that I will fall pregnant naturally (not that its likely, but you never know). Im just so upset about it all, its just horrible. Why can't I just be "normal" like everyone else and not have to go through this rubbish?? DH is now saying he's "not sure" if he wants any more kids, because it will mean more rounds of IVF and he's not prepared to go through that heartache again. So there's another strain on me, facing the fact that he might not want any more kids.....AAARRRGGHHHH I just don't know what to do for the best, I was thinking that I would just keep trying naturally and if in about 2-3 years if I hadn't fallen, I would consider IVF again.....Im not getting any younger and don't want to leave it till my fertility drops dramatically....