Thanks amanda for keeping IK up to date, i didnt realise you guys were that worried about me.... im going to do a big email tomorrow when i can think properly , will send it out later... have a good night IK. I should go to bed, but as tired as i am, i cant go to bed alone.... its too weird. When i get back to perth i think i may have to get a dog.... And ill have to leave Matisse here - anyone want a beautiful cat?? White, female house trained.... she's perfect, but i cant take her with me...