Nic- It brought tears to my eyes just reading about Nixon you must have felt the heart leave you body!!! I remember all to well how I felt when I couldnt find Kai... I hope you are starting to feel ok now! Cant believe that people would just see a child and just keep walking!!! I think it would only be a people with kids or who have had runner's before who would stop and ask him what he was doing or where his mummy was...


Maya- checked out your photo's in facebook you looked bloody cold lol but what a great trip!! My sister living over scotland ATM thinking about moving to england soon or maybe back home she isnt sure I think she is just missing the family..I would love to go over and see her but couldnt afford it with 3 kids in toe so might wait until next year so that mum and dad can look after them for 10 days, thats if she is still there...


Jess- good luck with the job I think most places are always after good pickers arent they I know up here they never knock anyone back who asks for a job...

Bath- Glad you are starting to feel a bit better now.. I dont know how you are relaxing with three kids I know my lot would never let that happen....

Amanda- I too hope the M/S does more going than comming it the only thing putting for going for number 4 me and pregnacy dont mix well...

Ali- thank goodness the GP has found a reason why Liam has been so restless hopefully thing will contiue to improve..

Hi to rory mel jaspen and julie

Well I have been one grumpy mummy today the worse thing is I know I am but cant seem to stop!!! I know that AF is due any day now but I dont normally act this way... I mean the kids arent been any worse that the normally are but I just cant seem to handle it today!!! I feel so bad for them it would be like walking on egg shells trying not to set me off... Mind you I think they are just running throught the eggs and not tring to hard..lol I just wish they would listen to me sometimes I ask and ask and ask them to do something or not to do something but they just keep on going like I havent said anything...ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGG I did scream for real earlier I went out the back and just screamed I am sure the naughbours thought I was mad I know the kids did as they asked why I was screaming so i told them that them not listening to me is making me so mad that if I didnt scream I might do something I might regret, but you guessed it they just said ok went back inside and contiued doing what I had told them not to do.....I can wait until it 7:30 so they can go to bed and I can have some chocolate....