Nic- Things are ment to happen in 3's so lets hope you have seen the last of it for now But it does sound like you have one who keeps you on your toes... Of course you are going to keep running through what happen and do the "What if's" because thats what mum's do we can help are selves so stop blaming yourself there hasnt been a time where you could have done anything else!!! If you can let your guard down when at home,with friend or at playgroup where can you.. The thing is someone must of opened the door to playgroup and seen him get out, or at least not closed the door proberly when they left or a 22mth old just couldnt get out so maybe you will have to ask everyone who goes to please make sure that the door stays closed when they leave.. As this is not your foult you have a runner and those with out one will never really understand how hard it is to keep an eye on them... May is mine she has gotten heaps better now that she understands that it upsets mummy when she just walks away so he will get better.. She now just likes to hide in the clothes racks at the shops and ask in a very loud voice if I know where she is? But that I can cope with running away to look at the new dolls without telling me I cant..

Oh and no BHL wasnt home but gets home on wendnesday, I know I cope so much better when he is home for some reason they dont seem to annoy me as much when he is home maybe its because I know he is there to step in and they dont give him any of the cr@p they give me as always when you make a Daddy mad then you must be doing something big so its wise to listen...

Hope you give yourself a break and stop betting yourself up about this as for one more time ITS NOT YOUR FOULT!!!!

HAVE A GREAT SUNDAY....