Good afternoon girls I am sitting amongst total chaos and I'm just letting it wash over me... as long as no one is injured or starving i'm just letting it go. Oh Nic! My head has been "done in" by kids getting into things for years... I think I'm all done out!!! Verity is no better... she drags out cupboards of stuff along with the best of them. Nothing is sacred she's into my own personal makeup drawers now.... will borrow my gold tipped tweezers without asking to do some craft activity for homework!!! Honestly: nothing....is....sacred! Niall pushes furniture around to gain access to areas he can't reach... once he has successfully pushed a chair to a bench top or shelf he will unceremoniously sweep everything to the floor! Arrrgghhh! I had one of our best wine glasses in the lounge area last night... had to leave it on a high shelf to do something... came back later: broken! A pushed chair had helped Niall reach it and smash! I give up! I just can't keep up... where is Niall now? (3 minutes later) ...in our bedroom pulling apart CD's! DH is going to crack it. I am meant to follow Niall around everywhere. Does anyone else have furniture pushers???

Medication: I can't take anti-thyroid tablets because i am having trouble weaning Niall... so i am not getting any better. I am wearing a dress that Niall can't access (Boobies) today and he has been majorly p*ssed off! As soon as I am in PJs trying to sleep tonight Niall is going to want to feed and because it will be late and I will be tired I will probably let him... I don't want him to grow up with some kind of obsession with boobies...I don't want the weaning process to be negative...it's just so hard. He is becoming less keen on bottles.... whereas my other 2 were more keen on the bottle once I introduced it. ok now he's in my wallet... silly me only put it in the kitchen behind a locked gate... Wade left the gate open...

Mel: Maybe give the centre management a quick call.... I'm sure they would know something. Let us know!

Maya: yep, went in to MC last Friday... put both boys in a care centre nearby, that went well, I had lunch with DH at a restuarant... then sussed out a place where I'm going to have accupuncture done. It was a good day until Niall tantied all the way home on the train... maybe that was my punishment for leaving him? I've only ever left him with anyone other than DH about 2/3 times since he was born. He'll get used to it... I'm going to make it a regular thing, every fortnight, and maybe look for a job so I can have a rest!