Hey everyone!

I'm gonna have a vent... Since my mum left on Tuesday... I feel so lost an alone (although i still have family and friends around me) my mum was such a great help with izzy, and now i'm back at home, with just me! it sucks i gotta tell u!

Izzy has been sick for the last week (with a cold) I've taken her to the doctors to double check that it hasn't gone to her chest (which is hasn't) and bought a vapariser for her room, i make sure we at home by 4-5 the latest, so she dosn't get the cold night air, and wrap her up nice and snuggling for bed, been using dimetapp + panadol... but nothing is shifting this bloody cold... which is leaving izzy tired and unsettled...

Although she still sleeps fantastic through the night from 6pm - 11 (feed, bum change) 12- 6am... But Through out the day... she just will not be put down, even for a 5min shower she screams! and this is the horrible blood curtling scream! and i can't even hand her of to anyone else for 5 mins because she just screams louder, and will not settle!

By the end of the day i am absolutly buggured! but also enjoying the time without izzy in my arms! i feel so horrible and useless, i have no idea what i'm doing wrong or right, i feel horrible because she can't seem to shake the cold, breastfeeding is still hurting, i'm still post birth bleeding (doctor seems to think this is normal) I DONT... it just sucks! Although i still wouldn't change anything Love her tooo much!

Well that's my long vent! Apoligies in advance!

i hope every one is doing well!

Going to go off to bed! Night!