I've decided that I'll still mainly BF but will occasoinally FF if I need a break or if she's demanding more than I feel I can give.

We are getting Jazz babysat for the first time on Saturday. I'm a bit nervous about leaving her, but the friends who are looking after her are great and completly trustworthy. I'm also thinking about asking someone to babysit for a few hours each week to allow me some uninterrupted time to do housework or just have me time.