Oh honey.....try and stay positive! As you know stressing won't help any but I know all too well, its easier said than done!! Chris just got his blue card online for I think $80. I don't know what else to say but know that I'm thinking of you and hope everything turns out the way you want!!

Kim: Unfortunately Chris is already starting to show signs of his father...but I don't think he will get that bad.....I'll make Jayden send Darcy his sleepy vibes haha...I'm not getting too excited yet it could have been a 1 off. I hope Darcy starts sleeping very soon! LOL @ IL's living til 105.....FIL will too just to spite me hahaha

Vic: When you find that place for your IL's let me know so I can send FIL there LOL. I want to get into photography and SIL#4(hairdresser) and I want to do glamour pics but I need to get off my butt and learn how to use our camera properly. As much as Chris wants me to go FT he has reaslised how upset it has made me and said if I don't like it to find something PT.....Not easy in Bundy though hehe. That is sad about Odie but sounds like a wise decision....Have you got anyone in mind to take him? I would but I have 2 naughty dogs already hehe I'll ask around if you like

Kellee: OMG 12 gigs in a row!! You will be glad when its over...Great to hear the kids are well.

Jayden stayed at SIL's today and didn't go to the park.....felt bad for him but glad he didn't go on the train without me haha.....I had another meeting with my boss today and told him I will go FT, he was shocked and didn't expect it so he has to make some calls now as he planned on me staying PT, I could barely talk through the whole thing and was fighting back the tears and would have said about 5 sentances in the 4 hrs I was there and most of them contained the "F" word!! I picked up Jayden and didn't hang around for lunch because I wanted to come home and cry.....I don't know why I am so emotional over all this but I can't help it. Jayden is still asleep, I hope he doesn't sleep too much longer otherwise he probably won't sleep tonight.