oh sara i;'m bawling here reading your post you poor thing it is not something i think any one could ever prepare you for hug to you and Briley
ui haven't started my doula training yet i busy concentrating on this uni application and i'm super busy with the kids right now i'm thinking i will see how i go witht his TPP course and if the work load is ok to moderate i'll start in the new year i wish Usq let me in by doing an assignment that would be so good well done ..