The wrost thing is....I normally dont ask for help cause I normally dont need it! So I think he is just used to me being able to cope.....but he fails to see the signs that I am obviously not coping. Could be the fact that he is fast asleep and snoring in bed while I am sitting on the couch cradling our baby and sobbing!
Identity??? Whats that??? I feel like I am just Caitlyn's mum - no longer Rebecca - an individual with needs and wants. I feel really bad cause I have been snapping at him a lot because I am tired but he just thinks I'm in a bad mood. We had a HUGE fight a few weeks ago and I was thinking seperation - now I am pretty sure we are heading down that path.