Me too Kellie - I remember how heartbroken I was when we lost our second baby and when I thought I'd never have another one and here he is - not perfect but sooooooo beautiful!! That's why I can't ever really sit here and say my life sucks, cause it doesn't suck now, but it sure did back then!I just watch Tahlia for a while and then realise how lucky I am, and that my problems could be so much worse, cause thank god she is healthy
That's when the guilt kicks in though....I love packing my bags for a good guilt trip I do!!
Well back from the osteo. Not holding my breath for any small miracles, which is a bit depressing actually. She was pretty honest though and said that if we don't see an improvement after a few treatments, then there's no point wasting our time or money. Some babies see a huge improvement, others don't.
**ETA: When we were leaving she said 'some babies sleep through a feed after treatment. if he does, don't wake him up, let him sleep'. Yeah, he slept for 40 mins and woke up screaming....what a joke. Why do I get the sinking feeling I've just wasted $70 we really couldn't afford???
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