i'm pretty ratty at the mo. i feel like my identity is gone and that i'm in groundhog day.
Viv - I hear ya! I am having a really baaaaad day today. Just had a minor meltdown which ended in lots of tears (me, not him). He just will not settle today and it's doing my head in. Sleep deprivation from 2 weeks (or is it 3 now? I've lost count...) of crappy nights probably not helping the situation.

Days like today I just feel like I can't do it anymore (this sleeping carp, not being a mum). It's just too hard. It shouldn't be this bl**dy hard!! Feel like I'm completely wasting my time.

In half a mind to can the osteo appt this afternoon, I have to stop looking for answers cause I just dont think there are any, and we could really use the $70 elsewhere.

Sorry for the selfish, depressing post, just needed to get that off my chest...

Rebecca - I'm sorry you and DH are having a rough time but don't be too concerned, most couples hit a rough patch when a new baby arrives. It's just so much hard work and not enough sleep and it takes its toll eventually! I'm sure you will both be fine. Maybe just sit him down and tell him how you are feeling and have a good talk about what's been happening.