kelly if you bothered to read my post you would have noticed it was not aimed at Ness just over the past motnh the amount of people having posts deleted etc, is ridiculous as I said having belonged to forums for past 7 years I dont think I have ever written anything I would be so worried about that I would require it to be deleted I am anot attacking any one individual but..............forget I am the outsider therefore I my opinion will always be wrong

anyway off my soapbox now subject closed just getting my feelings out

I am so tired for some reason Jack decided to wake at 2am *yawn* brought him into our bed while I fixed up spare bed, lasted 5 min in there a single with Jack is no good he had bad breath, was sweaty so go up to fix futon he raced into our room and started laughing well that part was funny anyway managed to catch him put all barriers up close door where he can't go change his nappy was tempted to brush his teeth too offered him a bottle and we fell asleep on futon till 6am but today my arms are killing me I must lay in weird positions cause when we co-sleep I wake up with sore muscles and pins needles in hands anyway thankfully at 6am he went back to his cot till 8.30am so I got some sleep but still I am buggered