well I finally foudn the thread relating to quick reply box admin are doign a trial of a new format or something or the other and not having quick reply improves the page display or something

well I feel tons better already today well except for the fact I am jealous as all hell as all my mums group girls are UTD bar one, and she is her words to selfish too have another one yet either that or she isn't telling anyone she is I have 1 who is due june another 10 weeks pg another 6 weeks pg the ones who are 10 and 6 weeks both had m/c last year

I just feel blue, while I dont begrudge them being pg we started TTC so much earlier they were all like nah goign to wait till so so and is 2 or so before we try etc