Hello Again,

We are getting the autopsy results tomorrow. Its taken over six weeks before all the results are finally back. I feel as though I am losing the plot. I've never felt so worked up in all my life. What if the results are bad? What if I find out it was something I did during the pregnancy? What if it is a genetic factor and we are advised not to have any more children? What if the results offer us no explanation at all?

This nervousness is just welling up within me - please hurry up tomorrow! I just want it over and done with.