Tildy,
I am in shock reading your story.
The way you were treated was disgusting and I can only begin to imagine how you must be feeling. Sometimes I think that medical staff become so used to dealing with this stuff that they forget there are human beings with fragile emotions involved.
Although I have not suffered a late loss I have been through 3 first trimester m/c's and an ectopic pregnancy so I can empathise with you about wanting this bub sooooo much.
I too have many friends who are pregnant or just had babies and one friend who is due the day after I was (before I had my last m/c). I don't know how I am going to face her over the coming months!
Once again im sorry for your loss and hope you continue to find support on this website as you continue your journey.
Big Hugs, Mel