When I woke up on Tuesday morning I was 12 weeks pregnant. I had a tiny bit of spotting so I brought my ob visit forwards from today to Tuesday afternoon. On Tuesday afternoon at the obs I found out that my baby had passed away, and yesterday morning I had a D&C.

I was coping quite well until today - mainly because part of me had a feeling that something was wrong and to have it confirmed, while it was my ultimate fear, was not a complete surprise. Today though, I just feel like I could collapse into a heap I don't know how I am going to get through this. I have a 3 year old DD that I have to be there for, and while I always realised how precious she is, I really do know it now. My DH is being fantastic as well, all the while he is trying to cope with his own grief.

How am I going to get through the next week? I just feel at the moment like my life has been completely devastated