I came on here looking to find someone to talk to someone in the same boat as me but it looks like the majority of you have had a much harder time than i have.

My partner and i had a miscarriage last year. We were only 14 weeks gone but its amaizing how quickly you change your thoughts of the future and u dont think of life without thinking of being a parent. We went for our 12 week scan to be told that our baby didnt have a heart beat and that it had passed away inside me at 8 weeks. It destroyed me i felt i wasnt even able to miscarry properly .


I had to go 4 a D&C which made me so angry as i wasnt convinced that my baby didnt have a heart beat. I didnt think any1 had the write to take my baby away.

Their is a big part of me that feels guilty because although i think of my baby every day i am desperate to fall pregnant again. I wasnt always like this but now i think i would be happy to be told i was expecting again. Then their is the other part of me that worries incase i have to go through it all again or even worse than i have experienced as i know it couldve been alot worse for my partner and i.

Does the angel on 1 shoulder and devil on the other ever go away

Sorry this is such a long message