Lulu, you reminded me of my first MCHN visit where I really covered myself in glory. Anyhow, I let her in and said very confidently "follow me, DD's in here sleeping." Walked to our bedroom, over to the cradle, bent down to pick up DD. OMG - empty cradle.

Then I remembered DD was in the other room! MCHN gave me odd look.

Darl, you're so not a bad mother. Everyone goes a bit hazy, loopy, angry when they're not getting enough sleep.

As the others have said, only let people in who are going to help. Don't put yourself through social visits at this time.

Hope things get better for you soon.