I had an emergency C/S and at about a week down the track i finally admitted to my DH that i felt like i did not give birth. I loved my daughter, but they could have handed any baby to me and told me that she was mine.
I felt totally cheated and was carrying a lot of anger that meant that i wasnt able to bond properly.

Molly Jane is now almost 6 weeks and there connection is there. But i had to deal with the anger (its still under there a bit) surrounding the birth (this meant deciding not to seee my OB for any follow up appoints) and the guilt and sadness that i couldnt deliver my baby the 'normal way' before i was able to bond properly.

It will come and it gets better, just enjoy your time with William and you will soon forget what it was ever like not to be a mummy