thanks, it IS heartbreaking Bella and BD. She spent quite a bit of today depressed. Very lonely xmas for her with no kids to play with. Her father had hardly any food at his home - very empty fridge, like he hadn't even done the weekly shop, it was a weird xmas. She liked her presents. The focus at xmas is being surrounded by family, different age groups (cousins, grandparents), sharing special food. She's very aware that's not our reality. She's all of a sudden very angry, about things like, not going on amusement rides at public events e.g xmas lights. This has been the same every year, and she's never made a fuss before. Now all of sudden, she's angry about missing out.