heya girls I did a test yesterday and it showed a second very faint barley visible line. Just to report back on that one Im NOT pregnant stupid bloody dam test! I have done another one today its showing absolutely nothing, I had it set in my mind that I was cause thats what happened on my pregnancy test with my 2nd bub, it showed very feintly then it got darker and darker each day as my HCG levels increased, I guess not this time ladies. I have spent alot of the afternoon just crying my moods have been horrible lately. All I want now is just to be alone to think about if I even want to try anymore, hubby said to me this arvy "we get to move into our new house earlier, looks like your UTD too so things are really looking good for us now" thats why I wanted to be UTD put a little bit of happiness back into our lives after the past year and what we've all been through. But now I dont know what to do, DH is being so good about it he says hes happy either way, and he did get used to the idea as well that I could of been pregnant and it grew on him he also looked a li ttle disappointed this arvy when I did the second test.

Oh well it was only a negative reading, nothing stops here just because you might be sad or disappointed I better get my tired little girl into bed now. Thanks for listening .... again

hows everyone elses TTC efforts going? I havnt heard much in a little while... spill all....