just thought id drop another line this morning, just wondering when will a positive sign show on a test shouyldnt you wait until your period is due? I have been cranky and moody as anything no apparrent reason and Ive had really sharp lower tummy pain that I never get who knows if thats a pregnancy sign. Spent last night arguing with hubby about why i want another bub now so bad for we have alot going on here with our kids atm. Everythings been going bad for us since i was pregnant with Ryley and Lilly slipped on the tiles and broke her leg, then hubby crashed the new car, then Ryley stopped breathing from broncilitis and was hospitalised then Lilly got croup and spent time at hospital on o2 also, I got real sick with bronchitis and now they are doing sleep studies on Ryley and it shows his o2 levels drop to an abnormal level when he sleeps, he still has all his breathing problems, and Lilly is really unwell too they think it might be swelling of the kidneys, Ryleys got to go to Royal childrens brisbane hospital soon tobe more investigated while hes sleeping and Lilly has to go down Nambour hospital to see about her kidneys and everything and whats next with that, so I guess wanting another baby really wasnt on the cards for my hubby right now and I can see why, but for me its putting something good back in my life with everything going wrong at the moment, like where do i get something good out of all this, I wanted a happy change for not only me but for everyone, and DH broke down last night crying when I told him that and we dtd no protection again, so yeah theres so much going on here, but thanks for listening ladies thats my rant for the day anyhows, things will get better I know they will next year will be a better year for us I just know it will back to trying to get my 3 year old to pee in a cup again for pathology its so so hard.

thanks again just needed to get all of that out and now i feel 10kgs lighter for it